“home is with your family”

all my best friends are at SA, and i’m the only at Poly. transitioning from such a small school where i could go anywhere on campus and know everyones name to a place where it’s so big and scary and i don’t even know half the people is really tough for me. my family began at St. Lucy then as i got to know more people it extended to SA. everyone i love is there, and it makes me home sick. they’re more than my best friends, they’re my family. as weird and retarded our family can be, i wouldn’t have it any other way. i saw my family a couple weeks ago at their football game. and those couple hours i spent with them were the best. i wish it could be like that everyday. it makes me wish i could transfer so i can be with them. Poly isn’t that bad, but i’d rather be with my family. i’m so home sick.

i’m so jealous of my best friend..

for once i just want to say what i feel even if it does hurt other people. not because i want to hurt them, but because i want to set myself free from everything i’ve ever held back.

A drop in the ocean.

A change in the weather.

I was hoping that you and me might end up together.